Your message almost brought tears to my eyes, but then I thought of how you would not like anything like that. I hope you will accept some words of encouragement. I'm sure we have all had times in our lives when we felt our lives were going downhill so badly that you would never be able to pull yourself up and back to happier times. But you did the right thing and asked for help from the God who loves us. He is there, always loving us and ready to help us through hard times if only we asked.